Around 7:30 this morning I went out to the mailbox, and there was a bus sitting at the end of our driveway. The driver opened the door and said "Hi, I'm looking for Macie." I explained that she doesn't start school until Tuesday. I guess he just got his "route" and didn't notice that our house was a stop starting on Tuesday. There was a little girl on the bus already, and she looked very happy to be there. When he drove away, I was slapped in the face with the reality of everything. I know that Macie is going to be fine, but as a Mommy I can't help but worry that she's going to be confused for a while until she realizes it is routine, and that she is going to school.
Another big slap in the face was at the Dr. yesterday. They were asking all the developmental questions for Emma and every answer was "yes, she does that.". With Macie, all the answers were "No, she's not doing that yet." Just makes me sad to see Emma flying by Macie developmentally. It hurts. Autism can bite me!
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